Neul 늘🌺

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today was the math test
          yay. NOT!
          i probably failed it. again.
          and what the f*ck is wrong with our class's favourite fake queen? crying for the entire reccess, showing off her self harm scars i'm starting to doubt is real or not when she's not the only one who's suffering.
          she is the reason i'm against bts. she's a big army, saying that bts is right about being able to love oursel- a big no. bitsh, she can't even understand the lyrics, she has no right to tell me the lyrics!
          plus she probably doesn't notice because she's too busy with her little tragic tale when, uh, hello? her little minions goes around bullying people!
          okay, moving on.
          what about my favourite person to go to whenever i feel like getting insulted? hm? what's his problem? he insults me 24/7 for no reason whatsoever! i am really sick of his pathetic insults and atempts at sounding smart.
          he's a real f*cker too. saying he liked a friend of mine, and being all possesive over her when, uh, she should be able to talk to who ever! then he goes around saying she doesn't have a heart. 
          that's one of the problems he has. he's so full of himself. they all are. every single one of those idiotic bitshes. 
          if this was it, i might've been doing something else instead of ranting about this, but the thing is our teacher favours them. the bully over victims. i suppose he, no they don't really see it. they aren't blind so why can't they?
          does someone need to spell every single thing out for them? are they really that stupid? i'm not a genius or anything and i can see it. i'm trash according to them and i can see it. i'm a loser, annoying, ugly, idiot, lunatic, non-existent, a bitsh, and a real f*cker and i can see it! why can't they? 
          am i the one so full of myself? does being hit by crumpled balls and insults make ME the bully? does being shoved and gossiped about make ME the bully. if it is i suppose i'm sorry. i didn't know, cause i'm a f*cking idiot.
          
          sure i might be a bitsh, but that doesn't mean you aren't.

hey.
          okay me rant:
          how is it that the very same people who call me a bully, say i'm mean, tell me i'm annoying and gossips too much bully me?
          they are such a hypocrite in everything. this one boy calls me stupid when i got 19/19 in a super easy science test that most people got 18/19 in... WHEN HE GOT 14/19!!! then oh yeah, i'm mean and i bully people so let's throw crumpled paper at me calling me trash. a) you don't throw trash on trash, you throw it in the garbage b) you recycle paper c) that's such a hypocrite!
          oh and fanfictions. huh. AS IF I'M THE ONLY FANGIRL IN THE ENTIRE CLASS!!! and what if i'm a fangirl? it's not as if i'm the girl who's obsessed with a group that makes songs in a language i don't know! sure i listen to kpop but I WAS F*CKING BORN IN KOREA!!!
          oh and yeah i'm not perfectly fluent in english but at least i can write in my native language! and what if i like korea? most koreans are proud of our country! even non-koreans like korea! that's why there are korean-boos!
          
          ...okay. me done

i'm not sure how you came across this message... but you might as well as read it.
          i do not do bxb or gxg stories, sorry, just uncomfortable w/ those stuff... ——;;
          i am an anti-bts fan (but i still like v & jimin^^)
          i love science, art and rapping (for fun) ^ㅂ^
          i only write stories for fun and hope you won't copy them —3—
          i might write short stories you request, but not publish them until i completely finish the story 
          i will follow back the first 10 people who follow me^^
          tq!
          neul-ie out!