Shady_And_Ken_Kaniff
i changed my username
4lways_t1red
nmrxdx
maze ?
4lways_t1red
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@nmrxdx when I was 10 my mother said she would kill herself saying it was what was best for me because she thought I was carrying her pain when all she did was tell me about the trauma her mother put her though (a lot of fucked up stuff truly). It was late at night around 10 when she said this and I did the only effective thing a 10 year old could do. I threatened to kill myself and that if she left us I would and my father would do it. She didn’t believe me and said we would live our lives without her. So I grabbed a knife from the kitchen and held it to myself. I wasn’t going to do anything but I knew my mother was in a very dark place and the only thing that would snap her out of it was me being a lil shit and do something stupid. My parents are military and have seen a lot of bad stuff and are on medication, they aren’t bad parents I love them but when they go to a bad place it’s hard to get them out of it…
Hugeanimefan1
Hi, saw the news, you probably don't need another person asking if you are ok, but sorry for your loss and I'm here if you want to chat or vent <3
FreeSarcasm
I’m so so sorry for what happened. I’m sure they’d want you to know they don’t blame you or anything. They’ll be watching over you.
You can always come to me to talk or cry or just vent.
alexa7214750
If i ate your toes would you feel better?
<3
alexa7214750
@4lways_t1red I heard.... Im sorry, dont blame yourself okay? (I dunno how to comfort people) *hugs*
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@alexa7214750 my bearded dragon keeps trying to eat my toes ma’am. I honestly don’t know I thought I was getting better but I feel like shit hit the fan again. I don’t know if you know this but Madix is dead…
nonevexx
hi I really don’t know what’s going on??? I’m just in the wrong mood what’s happening with mathieu?? and dani??? maze im so worried.
4lways_t1red
@nonevexx also her and Vivi are going through a lot and Vivi is in the hospital in a coma because she fainted and Dani feels guilty I think. I know it’s a lot and I feel the same about it. I believe Mathieu will be okay because he is strong.
Hnon4699
Hey, im so sorry. im always here if u need to talk
Suxkittfuckittz
Talk to me Maze I’m here
_beckettsays_fuckyou
Maze he’s gone..
Vintxgelxver
@Wonderlands-Darling I'm so so so sorry. I know we don't know each other, but you are in my prayers
The-Bunny-Oasis
Welcome to the oasis!!
