I can't handle it
Those feelings are making me pulling up my hair
I can't hold it anymore
I think I am losing my head
I can't give to them more than that
I feel like I'm the worst
So I always act like I'm the best
I want to fly, I want them seeing that I'm the best
I want to die, I want to go away and donate the rest
I'm becoming what I want, should be proud
I'm feeling I'm not the one, I'm in the crowd
I'm the crown
I'm the clown
I could have cash
But I'm trash
I'm losing my mind
I can't handle it