4oharu

the nostalgiaaaa, from being 13 to 21... i'm so old na ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

4oharu

here me out! (kahit walang makakabasa lol) OMG! ako lang ba? okay sige, ikr ako lang talaga HAHAHA. those dystopian movies/books that involve the sci-fi genre are on top?!?! 'di ba? agree kayo!! grabeee it's always on fire talaga. a little backstory why it became so enticing to me. i started reading here back in 2016 and the first book that i have read is HELL UNIVERSITY syempre kabog, hindi naman siya sci-fi but i loved that book. hanggang sa lumawak pa nang lumawak yung genre na napapasok ko, napunta ako sa romance (naman charot), horror, gruesome, slice of life, fantasy etc... and syempre napasulat din ako ng mga sariling stories na ang genre ay yung mga given above. fast forward to 2019 when i discovered that book that is well written by none other than SHINICHILAAAABS motherrr!! it was entitled "RUN FOR YOUR LIFE" it was a duology book. since then, i've begun to love reading and watching movies that the main genre was dystopian. iyon lang HAHAHA, i just want to lay down my lingering thoughts here 'cause i don't have a lover to have him listen to my nonstop yapping 'cause i would die talking about this for over and over again just to make my over creative mind stop from thinking na baka one day makapasok ako sa ganitong story na syempre i am the main lead enebe HAHAHA. basta iyon, sana gets niyo.

4oharu

being here brings so much tranquility. the memories start rushing back, making me look back all of the  time that i spent here when i was a teenager. the eagerness of writing my thoughts that resulted into a story makes my older self proud of how creative i am back then. i wish that i can still do things that i love just like before, just like those golden years of mine. it's so hard growing up and just following the flow of life in order to survive. it's hard being at this age, despite of the real life learning's. sometimes i just wanted to go back into my teenage years where i am genuinely happy, and doesn't have a full plate to accomplish even if it's impossible to do so. my everyday lives gives me a situation where even my last straw can't handle. but i still believe that it will get better, all of the struggle and hardships shall too pass. that's why even if i can't go back in time, i have no regrets because i've spent my teenage years well in making things that i love.