Colaidie

still hurts when you think about how he denied everything between us, telling everyone who knows abt it that he was just feeding his curiosity about women, sex, and whatsoever. I felt so betrayed and used… but you know what’s worst? Liking him still, after everything you’ve heard and here u are still insisting with what u feel towards him… tbh, i still want him back… 

          it’s been almost 3 months since the day he ended things between us… we never had the chance to talk again. Tapos if mayda mga chances nga nagkakasugat kami diri ko talaga hiya ginkikita like makita la gud ako ha aragian and i think he’s doing the same thing as well. rare la kun kumadi hiya ha am room or nakadto la hiya ha amon kwarto pag waray ak ddto. one thing i notice is diri hiya nagawas pag adto ak ha gawas, hi ako man gihap haha, maririnig ko man kasi ito it iya tingog amo nakasabot ak kun adto hiya ha labas. as much as possible mamiling talaga ako hin way nga diri na kami magkakatapuay like mabalik ak ha room pag makita ko hiya ha gawas pero maaram ka karuyag ko talaga hiya makaupod, diri ak maaram kun kay ano tak lawas nadiri huhuhu i swear bagat automatic nala kasi na naiwas tak lawas. 
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still 

still yearning

im leaving this account for good… 

i just can’t believe the fact that i stoop that low just to be with you… i was raised by my mother well and just for what??? to be used by someone???? never again

everything ends here

we slept together 

puta nagkakachat kami ha tiktok

Thurs, Nov 20
          
          Nangarigo kami ha tolosa HAHAHAHA (diri ini maaram hi mama)
          
          sakto umupod nak crush HAHAHAHA 
          fast forward kita te...
          mga around 5:50 very dark na tas didto kami ha dagat tas nadidto gihap hi kirk...
          tas gintinuyaw ni antonette na idk basta something ha akon na buligan ada ak or something kun ano man ito. sumugot hiya like what the fuck tas iya ak pinakapot haiya tas amo ito pag nahataas an balod iya ak ginkukugos huhuhu kinaptan niya nak duha na irok tas aalsahon huhu tas yumakan hiya na baba nala daw haak, syempre han siyahan na yaek diri ak nasugot kay makarawod HAHAHAHA tas di maiha bumababa na talaga ak tas an ak baba kasi diri ko gindudukot nak lawas kay tak boobs na yaek nadukot iton kay  karuyag niya an nasampa talaga ak haiya amo tumuod ak amo adto nakayakan hiya hin "suso mo ano adto tas nagtinawa hiya" nga yawa hiya HUHUHUHUHUHU pag nabalod kay syempre namomove kami ha pangpang so syempre dida na part habubo na so kailangan ko lumusad pero diri ko ginbubul-iwan hiya HAHAHHAHAHA nakapot la gihap ak haiya HAHAHAHA tas mayakan tun hiya na didi kita hayd tas bubunluton naliwat ak niya ha harayo tas malumos naliwat ak edi mababa naliwat ak HAHAHAHA basta puta nakapira la iton hiya magsusugad. mayda mga time na mabulag ak haiya kay adi hi ang epal ginbubunlot ak pahirayo kan kirk nga pota talaga tas dda madaop tun hi kirk tas bubunluton naliwat ak tas mayakan dd kita HAHAHAHA tas mayda adto an time na hiya liwat it mababa daw haak tas baga daw tun hiya hin nahug ha ak HAHAHAHA tas yumakan tun hiya na mahamot kaman hayd tas nakapira la ito, miski nahirayo na ak nadaop hiya talaga.  1/2