Every time I log onto this hellsite I am reminded of the guilt of abandoning my oneshot books after promising multiple times that I would update. The truth is I will never update that book again. I lost interest in Eddsworld after finding out how hostile and gross the fandom could truly be. Though, that's not to say everyone in that fandom is bad, but that I've had too many interactions with the bad people in that fandom. I've moved onto new hyperfixations and interests, as well as discovering a lot about myself. I've developed as a person and learned over time about LGBT microaggressions and fetishization, even though I'm LGBT myself and have been for years. I loathe that book in its entirety because of this. I wrote matt as a more feminine character, subconsciously forcing the two characters into a heteronormative relationship. I am so sorry for any harm I've caused to the mlm ans nblm community, my community. I've discovered that I am in fact, nonbinary masculine leaning and bisexual, and am still learning about the community and growing as a person. I'm sorry for any harm I may have caused with this book.
