Ryu

Happy New Year, VIOLETs!! 
          It's already 2025! As you guys have seen, I updated the final chapter that I finished writing last night on meant to post it at 11 pm but I was busy making edits for the year. First of all, throughout 2024, you all did so well and I'm so very proud of every single one of you. Now that a new year has come, let's make the best of it and do well in our life. Good luck in 2025! Next, I'd like to thank everyone for the likes and votes on my books. Although I'm unable to update or fix my grammar and spelling on certain books, I'll make sure to get them done after 5th February. I'll come here often to maybe write as a way to cope with stress or maybe chat with you lot here but we never know. Lastly, I'd like to say good luck to all the SPM takers and those who are going through their finals. Let's give it our best shot and get straight As in our tests. May 2025 be the year we smile, laugh and be successful!! That's all for me and goodnight!! Love you <33 
          
          -Ryu-

Happy holidays everyone! To all those who celebrate Christmas, I hope you have a great time with your friends and family. I can't believe that 2024 will be ending in 6 days. It felt like yesterday when I was crying about my classes and the papers that I'll be taking for SPM and now I'm just holding on. I don't really study like I said because I'm really good at it and I'm not really motivated. But seeing that I could possibly get 7 As and 3 Bs for the total results seemed to motivate me. I really want to get 10 As if possible 10 A+ but I'm too scared that I might fail so I just target lower so I would not feel bad. Anyway, I'm kind of thinking of releasing a new book for 2025 but I don't really know when. Maybe sometime after 5th February or 20th January because I have a huge gap between my papers. But I might just study during that time (MAYBE). Overall, I hope everyone has a great wrap up for the year with smiles, laughter and good memories to be carried. My wish is that everyone lives safely, healthy, smiley and just filled with success. My VIOLETs, I only wish the best for you lot in 2025. To all my SPM taker friends, let's flip the stage and make our year the one to be written in history!! Love you <33

Hello, VIOLETs. Long time no see, how have you been doing? I'm doing okay, I'll be having my oral test this week. Wish me luck so that I don't screw up the team discussion. I also wanted to come on here to say that I really miss writing. Like the feeling of cracking my brain for the next plot or typing away on my computer to get the words out. I really do miss that feeling. Sadly, I cannot return yet since it has only been the beginning of my SPM journey. I have 2 months left to get by and then I'll officially be free from school. Having loads of mixed feelings about leaving school, the fact that I won't have to get up early, no one telling me to do homework and no more laughs or fun moments in the classroom. I'll miss these things dearly. Though I don't show my tears often at school but these kinds of things give me soft feelings. Anyways, wish me luck for tomorrow and my journey onwards. Love you lot. Have a safe day/night! Take care and stay safe <3
          
          -Ryu-

Hello, VIOLETs
          
          I haven't called your name in a while. It's my birthday today. First of all, I wanna thank everyone for the love and support that has been given to my books. It means a lot to me that there are still people reading my books, waiting for an update and I have some good news. I'll be posting a new chapter for my two recent books. This might be the last time I write before officially going IA for the next 3 months. Again, thank you for the love, support and votes towards all the books. I apologise that I can write as frequent as I used to and I'm sorry that I haven't talked here in a while. Anyways, I wish everyone is doing well, stays healthy, is always smiling and just has a good wrap for the year. Love you <333
          
          -Ryu-

Hi, everyone.
          
          I've been coming on here, writing bits and pieces in my books but I'm officially having writer's block. My SPM trials have ended and it's currently a week of school holiday. Doesn't feel like one actually, just get to sleep in and rest as much as I can. I just found out that my real SPM will start in January and end in February. I thought they wanted the original flow to come back but I forgot that the other districts haven't started their SPM trials so yeah. I'm actually going through a slump. Haven't been feeling like myself lately. I'm losing interest in eating and I keep myself in the room as long as I can. I'll be okay. Just need to get some rest, that's all. Bye for now. Stay safe and take care 
          -Ryu-

Hello. I'm here to make a small announcement.
          
          For my books, 'My Best Friends, IZ*ONE' and 'Goodbye My First Love', they will not be updated for the time being. I would like to say thank you to everyone who supports the books. I am currently having writer's block as well as my SPM trials have started so I have to turn my focus on that. I will try and assure you all that a new chapter will come a month or two from now. But if I do not make an update, a new chapter will be come around late January next year. I apologise to everyone that has been waiting for an update on my books but I'm too tired lately because of school and personal problems. I hope this helps as to why I haven't been updating the books lately. Thank you for your understanding and I'll see you again another time. Goodbye and have a nice day or night!! 
          
          -Ryu- 

Hope u can continue My Best Friend IZ*ONE 

Hello
          I've been writing and publishing 1 chapter at a time instead of a lot. I'm sorry but the rush for the exam has kicked in and I didn't really feel like writing only when the last exam week was on. I have about 3 months till my trial tests and then 5 months till my actual tests if we start from this month. I don't really know if I'm okay lately. I think I'm already burned out but I don't really know if it's that or my laziness is overpowering my emotions. I think it's the laziness but who knows. I've also been having more downs than ups lately. A lot of my favourite groups have either lost a member or two or finished their contract. To talk about some recent ones, Rakwon left ATBO, Hyungseung left YOUNITE and Mashiro and Yeseo left Kep1er. If I'm being honest, my feelings are becoming numb and I can't cry when the news come out right away. I cry after a month or two because I can't process the fact that those groups aren't complete anymore. New fans might argue about it but those who have followed these groups from the start will understand the pain. Safe to say that I shouldn't like any new groups but that isn't happening because there are a ton of great new groups that have just debuted and some of their songs actually draws me in so I don't know. Should I just go with it? Or avoid them to reduce the heartbreaks? I don't know but I think I should sleep. Bye <3

Hello..How are you? Sorry for not writing in a while. Haven't been feeling like myself for the past few months. I mean I think the pressure and stress is getting to me but I don't know. My mother is worried that I'm not taking this test seriously but if she only knew how much I can't sleep thinking about. How I lose my appetite when I think about it? I mean I haven't been doing a great job at taking care of myself too. I know for the millionth time that I said I'd take care of myself but hehe. I'm sorry. I truly am very sorry everyone. That's why I hate the word 'promise' because even I can't keep it. I guess I'll see everyone again after some months. Bye

Hey..sorry for not updating lately. I've been going to school, doing homework and just trying to go with the flow if life now. I end classes really late so I'm hardly able to open this app an write. Sometimes I come on here and read some chapters and just go to sleep. I really wanna write but my brain is too tired to think anymore. I also should be studying because I have mid terms in June, trials in August, official oral tests in September and the real thing in December till January next year. Like I'm completely packed but here I am. I'm not the type of student to like get home, study and sleep early. I'm the type to just go with my flow. If I wanna study, I study. If I don't wanna study, I don't study. I think I'm burned out already, I shouldn't be burned out. I'm tired, sleep deprived, burned out and really busy. Kinda wished that I was in the class of my choice and not the one that I was forced to change to but there's no point of crying over split milk. Anyways, I'm going to do my best with my studies and come back as soon as I can. Thank you for the love you give my books!! Bye 
          
          -Ryu-