is awsten okay?? im seriously so worried, in his last tik tok he looks super pale in comparison to the background picture and he looks sad or upset and super annoyed. hes deleted over half his insta posts and i dont know if hes been posting to his stories bc my access to ig is limited but is he just dead online rn?? he says a lot of stuff in his book abt how he takes care of himself but if he cant get to therapy, that might be bad or maybe hes just really lonely in quarantine but he also says a lot of stuff in his book that would kill me if he felt that way now like,, can he just be okay?? he doesnt deserve to be upset what the heck i am so worried