I'm trying to get my life back together...but it's not working. I don't even know what's going on in the fandoms I am in, I don't know new lyrics, I'm way off track. I can't pull myself together as much as I want to, I need help but I don't have any. School is driving me crazy, I'm loosing connections with friends, my self esteem is not existent. I can't do it anymore.