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Rant // Carrie is my best friend of eight years and has been single ever since I’ve known her. Jaqueline is another really close friend of me for five years and has never dated anyone before in her life. Jaqueline developed a crush on Carrie and I set them up. Their date went super well and were both excited to see where this goes. Last night Carrie completely blindsided Jaqueline and ended this with her out of the blue. Now Jaqueline is blaming herself. I understand and am mature enough to know it’s for the best. Carrie made the right decision to end things if she wasn’t feeling it anymore. With that being said I’m still really mad. It’s selfish for me to be mad because it wasn’t even my relationship. I’m just so sick of people treating Jaqueline like she’s dispensable when she deserves the world. I’m mad at Carrie for hurting someone I care a lot about. It’s not personal, I would have been mad at Jaqueline too if the roles were reversed but it’s just weird. I’ve never been mad at Carrie like ever so this is really weird to me. But I’m like seeing red and it’s been on my mind all day lowkey feel crazy.

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Rant // Carrie is my best friend of eight years and has been single ever since I’ve known her. Jaqueline is another really close friend of me for five years and has never dated anyone before in her life. Jaqueline developed a crush on Carrie and I set them up. Their date went super well and were both excited to see where this goes. Last night Carrie completely blindsided Jaqueline and ended this with her out of the blue. Now Jaqueline is blaming herself. I understand and am mature enough to know it’s for the best. Carrie made the right decision to end things if she wasn’t feeling it anymore. With that being said I’m still really mad. It’s selfish for me to be mad because it wasn’t even my relationship. I’m just so sick of people treating Jaqueline like she’s dispensable when she deserves the world. I’m mad at Carrie for hurting someone I care a lot about. It’s not personal, I would have been mad at Jaqueline too if the roles were reversed but it’s just weird. I’ve never been mad at Carrie like ever so this is really weird to me. But I’m like seeing red and it’s been on my mind all day lowkey feel crazy.

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I’m fanboying so hard- I got vip for the kiss of life tour and I genderbent one of Hanuel’s outfits. Hanuel noticed immediately when we took pictures and said I looked cute! I can die happily now 

bluehourblush

Abyukbygjksbyustbyhjstjyu U WON IN LIFE
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bluejay_hao

@5TAYARMY omggg I love that :0
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What are y’all dressing up as for Halloween??

5TAYARMY

@bluejay_hao fair motivation for pictures are hard 
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bluejay_hao

@5TAYARMY that's also fair, I'd do that if I had the motivation to ^^
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5TAYARMY

@bluejay_hao that’s fair I’m honestly dressing up for pictures I don’t really go out 
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bluejay_hao

Congrats on 600 <33

5TAYARMY

@minghaos_mylove thank you bestie so do you!! Hopefully we can both get a little bit of free time soon and get back into writing 
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bluejay_hao

@5TAYARMY that's fair, it's probably why I've been losing some followers as well, since I haven't updated anything since January (I've been so busy this year)
            
            but even still, you deserve more than 600! so ofcc ^^
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5TAYARMY

@minghaos_mylove it’s definitely because I’ve been slacking lmao but thank you! 
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