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It's been a long time. I guess, Hello? I'm still stuck with my unpublished and saved stories here. Finding the courage, hard work and willingness again to write. ❤️ If ever you have read this, stay safe and healthy. Take care of yourself. Cry when you're sad, take a good sleep if you're tired, fight when you need to, and stand up again if you're ready. ✨

Hi! To myself, and those people reading this if ever there is. If accidentally you read this or it just popped up to your notification, I just wanna say, 
          
          "Hi! How have you been?"
          
          It's been a long time since I wrote a story and express myself in writing here. The last time I wrote a story, it had been mixed with pressure (in writing). I stopped because I want to write freely, without thinking about popularity. Just peace, and calmness in writing.
          
          There are many things I've experienced in those days that I stopped writing. Many achievements, happiness, cried so much because I lost a fur baby, obstacles, decision crises, questioning myself, and most especially, thinking about my future. 
          
          Months from now, I will become an adult, 20. But as they say, the moment you are reaching that age, adulting responsibilities will come one by one. Mentally and physically, both have different jobs. 
          
          You know, I'm so proud of myself. I'm so proud that I have decided to write a story last year. Because this was one of the things I'm most proud of when I asked for an interview. 
          
          
          Growth. When you are in the stage where you have to improve and grow, you'll cry and be sad. Sometimes, out of nowhere, I question myself why is that happening. Until I saw a post saying, you need to cry and be sad when you leave your past self. 'Coz you are making a space for your new self. 
          
          I can't say that I'm happy most of the time. But I can say that every decision that I made, was a pure process and needed deep thoughts. Because I don't want to decide instantly. And in that process, it has been mixed with sacrifices. 
          
          Because for me, you need to sacrifice one thing, so you can improve the other thing. Sometimes, other people can do both of them. But for me, I wanna explore things individually. 
          
          It's just one of the moments where I want to write something. Just nothing. Just wanna write. Take care and fighting!
          
          Love, 
          5hineblaze
          
          

Hello! If you have time please read my story entitled 'Our Phone Love Story.' Malapit na po siyang kaya sana po basahin niyo. Kahit yung prolouge lang. 
          
          PS: My username is Artenaris in watty. 
          PPS: Constructive Criticism is highly appreciated. 
          
          https://my.w.tt/evJyrsJLr9