i don't think my boyfriend likes me and i'm terrified of the day he has enough of me. like ik he thinks i'm going to break up with him and he thinks i'm going so slow but i don't think he realizes how scared i am to lose him. i don't want to lose him as a bf as a friend as a person i need him in my life whether he believes it or not. all my friends know i hate physical attention and i hate being sappy with the pet names. i want a relationship that i can call him a dumbass and he can insult me. i want the relationship where we can still be best friends we just kiss and go out with just the two of us. of course ill have my days where i don't want to talk to anyone but i don't want him to think i don't like him.
this is why you don't date your best friend bc then you miss being just best friends but when you are best of friends all you wish is to be theirs.
i don't think my boyfriend likes me and i'm terrified of the day he has enough of me. like ik he thinks i'm going to break up with him and he thinks i'm going so slow but i don't think he realizes how scared i am to lose him. i don't want to lose him as a bf as a friend as a person i need him in my life whether he believes it or not. all my friends know i hate physical attention and i hate being sappy with the pet names. i want a relationship that i can call him a dumbass and he can insult me. i want the relationship where we can still be best friends we just kiss and go out with just the two of us. of course ill have my days where i don't want to talk to anyone but i don't want him to think i don't like him.
this is why you don't date your best friend bc then you miss being just best friends but when you are best of friends all you wish is to be theirs.
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