Hey, guys.
I'm sorry, but I have to put my stories on hold. I'm just so stressed over school, and have no time. Also my depression is at a all time high. I thought it couldn't get worse, but it's gotten 100% worse.
I just don't want to do anything. I can't even be my normal self. I'm usually really funny and outgoing and weird. I tried to be myself today, and I just can't. It's really frustrating to not be able to be yourself.
I also just lost my best-friend, and that's been really hard. It's just really hard to wake up everyday and live.
I just don't want to try and be what everyone wants me to be. I am done. It hurts to much. My anxiety is out of control, and my depression is killing me.
I'm sorry. I just need sometime to get my self together.
I love all of you so much! Don't ever forget that!
Also I'm not sure if I'm going to get off of all social media, but if you ever want to talk to me my twitter is @5sosbiznich
Thank you all so much.
xx Alayna
