I feel so bad that I haven't updated for so long I've been so busy with school and just life in general that I had no ideas or time for my story :/ I'm so sorry guys. I'll try to update very very soon! P.s. I went to see the boys again on the 25th of April, just over 2 weeks ago and it was amazing. I also saw Calum smoking and Ash waved at my bestfriend and I!!! I actually died and still haven't recovered from pcd anyway, I love ya. Pls don't hate me, and I hope you understand ☺️ xoxo Vik