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I only made two friends Sophie and Becka. I met Sophie in math and Becka in science. There both 17. At lunch I sat with Ashton and his friends Michael, Luke and Calum. Calum is Sophie's boyfriend Luke and Michael are single. I got up to put my tray away when a girl ran into me and then half the lunch room was pointing at me while laughing there asses off. I had macaroni and cheese plastered all over the front of my Green Day shirt. Ashton got up and yelled for everyone to stop laughing and they did I loved how he could control the room like Green Day could they were my idols he had told me when he saw me this morning. He took add his Blink 182 and handed it to me. I said "No thanks it's fine" he  

Falling asleep in Ash's arms, you woke up and remembered what had happened last night. Holding back tears, you noticed he had left the bed. "Ash?" You called, walking out of your room. Then, out of no-where, Ashton scared you, causing you to lean over the stair railing; about to fall. Tightly closing your eyes, you felt a pair of arms wrap around you. You tightly grabbed his shirt and kept your eyes closed, knowing that you could have died. "I'm sorry, love..." He said, laughing slightly. You buried your head into the crook of his neck. "Please don't do that again, you jerk..." You replied playfully, holding back a smile. "If I'm a jerk, I'm still your jerk." You laughed and looked into his eyes. "Yes, yes you are." 

While Ashton slept, you smiled at his cute sleeping face. You found his hand and squeezed it. Then, looking at his wrists, you saw scars. With tears in your eyes, you used your free hand to cover your mouth. At that moment, Ashton woke. "What's wrong?" He asked, suddenly looking at your eyes locked onto his wrists. "O-oh...that..." He said sadly, looking down. "That w-was a while ago, though..." He said, tears falling from his hazel eyes. Before her could say anything else, you crashed into him, hugging him until your arms grew weak. "Please, never to that again!" You yelled in between sobs. He cried softly along with you, never separating from you. 
          
           THE FEELS

Imagine calling Ashton while he was practicing and he said "Baby I can't talk right know I'm with the boys" so u said "Okay come over when your done" when he came over u watched The Fault in our Stars you couldn't help but notice he was tearing up a bit so u asked chuckling "Are u crying" embarrassed he responded "no" you said "Yes u are" he said "I am not" he said followed  with his adorable giggle then as you began to speak he started to tickle u You groaned and laughed begging him to stop but enjoying at the same time he said "Am I crying now" you just laughed and started to tickle him back but as you both fell to the floor he grabbed your hands pulling you towards him and starting to kiss u your dad walks in and says "What's going on in here?!" Ashton quickly gets up and pulls u to your feet apologizing to your father but then u say "Hey daddy..." as u grab Ashton and start to kiss him hard your dad just walks away and u two fall to the ground again and before u know it your rocking back and forth kissing and he's trying to figure out how to use his tongue