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GUYS AAGHH
          I had to write an essay in English class today and it was pure TORTUREEEE
          Not for the reasons you think it might be, but becausee it had to be 80-100 words long
          Now, I don't usually do very good at writing long chapters but 80 TO 100?? HELL NAH BRO
          The shortest I could make it was 190 something 
          
          Also it was about Sonic the Hedgehog, but in the real world
          Woooahh! so interesting!!
          
          Ok no one cares BAAIIII<33
          MWAH MWAH MWWAAHHHHH

Haven't wrote anything in the past few days since I'm in Oulu. I've been here for the past 4 days I think, and my mom said we'd leave tommorrow so you'll maybe get a chapter to one of the stories. Soukoku or ch? Idk. I haven't started writing a new chapter to either of them.  
          
          I have bought so much stuff it's insane. I even bought a Finnish flag pin (like I need that when I'm literally in Finland but whatever). 

(I had to split this in two because of the word limit)
          (Fuck you, Wattpad)
          
          In 2024, when the allegations came out, I was in disbelief. After watching Wilbur for years. 
          Now is the same thing all over again, I'm in pure disbelief. I wish I could get myself to watch his new videos and listen to his music again, but I simply feel quilty about even being on his channel, watching his update video. 
          
          Someone convince me to watch that new geography video. 
          I'm so tempted, but it feels so wrong to watch. 
          
          WOOO THIS IS DEPRESSING AF BYEEEEE!!

So like, I just found out about the update video Wilbur Soot posted 4 DAYS ago. I mean, YouTube can recommend me 5 year old videos from Techno (Technoblade never dies), but it can't make me scroll onto that. 
          I'm having like a mental breakdown after watching his video oml
          I'VE BEEN SAYING, "Please say sike" and, "I'm dreaming right now" so much you wouldn't believe me. 
          I am genuinely loosing my fucking mind over this. 
          I'm just an old young female fan of his that he doesn't know exists, yet I'm a total mental wreck at 2AM. WHY DID I FIND THIS AT 2AM? 
          Actually I found it sometime after 1am, but I've been panicking over this for absolutely no reason that I could ever explain for probably an hour now. So yeah, uhm, I'm going a little crazy here, though maybe I'm just too tired to process all this. 
          This is a total yap session that I already regret writing. 
          I wish I could just say all the mean things I have running through my mind about Wilbur being back, I just wanna yell it at someone's face. I seriously can't believe this. 
          I guess I should be happy he's kind of getting a new start, coming back to YouTube, quitting Minecraft and doing geography content — I'd love to watch his geograohy content — while still making music. I really do want to let him have a new start, but I can't bring myself to listen to his music no matter how good I do think it is. I tried watching his new video about flags, but when I got about a minute in, I put away YouTube, just closed my phone, and stared at the ceiling just hoping that this is all in my head. This is the one time I wish I wasn't caught up with what's going on. I honestly didn't want to know Wilbur's back, still making music, and now making new videos. 
          As I said, I should be happy for him getting a new start, right? I. Can. Never. Like. Him. Again. 

I just watched The Witcher: Nightmare of the Wolf, an anime movie on netflix and omg why did I love it sm 

I just noticed u got two hit books

I wonder what ussr had in those boxes