✞︎𝑮 𝑯 𝑶 𝑺 𝑻✞︎

I HAVENT POSTED ANYTHING SINCE APRIL
          
          OMFG
          
          IM NOT THAT ACTIVE ON HERE IM SO SORRY 

Rawr

I'm so tired of men like I am one but other guys just harass me and it's really uncomfortable when I'm told by a guy that I'm never going to be like them I felt so masculine today and it's all been stripped away I am not like them I won't be strong as them cux I got my ass kicked now I gotta be forced to dress like a woman I mean come on dude give me a goddamn break here I have to hide a bunch of fucking marks on my face and arm cuz play fighting turned into real fighting I'm fucking sick of this I just wanna talk to my comfort people but their all busy and ignoring me I feel so alone in my time of need and now I can't trust someone cuz their talking shit behind my back like bro we've known each other for 2 years and now you wanna talk shit on discord in a server I hardly go on until I saw your message cuz you thought I had that channel fucking muted like bitch wtf

Why does everything go wrong why did I relapse why can't I be good enough why can't I be happy and healthy and perfect 

I'm so tired of everything I just wanna log out of everything and disappear but I'll miss so many people 

My parents are still trying to figure out if they want a divorce their so toxic for each other yet they pretend their happy and when they get mad at each other they take it out on me

I paint my face like a clown cuz I am one <3

Literally gonna cry I'm so tired of myself 

He watched as the love of his life met another a tear fell down his cheek as his mother pulled him into a store giving the male dresses to wear to fit the body he had he looked in the mirror and cried his mom asked what's wrong and he quickly made a lie "I look so good" he spoke through his sobs his mother smiled and agreed though when he said that he felt his heart tear another lie to fit what they want and he continued to mold himself to what his family wanted being the pretty princess they craved trying to get him married when he only wanted one person but that person was gone he had no happiness only the empty darkness that was death he reached into the darkness and let it consume him feeling happier and like the chains had been broken he heared his 'family' scream in horror after what they found but the male was content he was happy snd roaming the earth watching over his love and protecting him

I have so many pictures on my phone omfg