I'll just go out and admit this openly. I've been thinking alot, and have come to terms with alot, especially after watching NARUTO, and doing alot of self-reflecting. I'll come clean, I hope many of y'all will have some sense of familiarity and understanding about where I'm getting at. Ever since I wrote stories for the first time, probably a few years ago, I never dreamt much about it other than a hobby I just discovered. At the time, I wrote carefree, not really minding the opinions of others.....until I really started getting into it. Writing suddenly became more of a intriguing habit for me, something I never thought would interest me after a certain time frame. So, I kept on writing, to the point I noticed a couple shifts on my trail.
I started to grow a facade, and became more pretentious than I expected to be. To make things clearer, I thrived to get more noticed like other popular writers, to the point I kept shifting the way I write, the way I introduce myself through my word-play, upgrading my reading list (even though I rarely read other books), all for the sake of being seen like the rest. For those who've paid close attention, I bet you've realised how inconsistent my writing style was. Though, it's not really a bad thing, but, it really clashes against who I truly am. After watching Naruto for the first time a while back, I've grown to the philosophy of being true to myself, which is why I took down all the books I've published. All written in fashion that spoke nothing relating to the real me.
From here on, I wanna start from Zero (again), I apologize to those who still seek out to my previous books in advance, however, I don't plan to keep any of you contempt with a pompous writer. This is just the first step of me wanting to be true to myself, aswell, as the rest of you. Afterall, I recently discovered I genuinely want to be a author to a real OG story. Might aswell start early, and be true to my audience when that day finally comes.
