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Hey guy's, it's been a while since I've posted but I've been sick and severely depressed lately, and just to add to that shit I'm still working on going to school. I can feel anything anymore and my feelings are just an emotionless pit. I'm barely hanging onto this life. I just lost my best friend and i can't see him. The only way i can communicate with him is if I call him but he is grounded so i can't. We use each other for emotional support, if one of us loses the other we will both just fall. My mom and dad don't even share the same bed or room to be clear. Heck. The only tine i can see him in my mom's room is if he is watching TV when she isn't home. My mom got a new job that only pays her minimal wage and that with my dad's job can't hold up shopping and taxes. Plus water Bill's and other essentials. Anyways I just need some help. I still haven't gotten any therapy for my depression and I'm to sick to move out of bed. If I try to move I feel dizzy to the point I fear i will just fall onto the floor. I'm sorry to be posting this at 3:21 in the bloody morning. Good night, hopefully forever for me