✧apollo✧

hello, my friends. 
          long time no see. 
          it is now the year 2023. 
          are you happy to be
          here in the new year?
          or do you dwell on the past
          how long will that last?
          snowy days,
          winter haze
          i find it nice to have a fresh start,
          focus on what is truly in the heart.
          a new year, new me they say
          but is that really what we crave?
          a new year does not mean a new you,
          it is a year for you to actually do
          something impactful with your life.
          no more living in strife.
          get up and do something.
          what could you bring
          to this messed-up world.
          insanity will consume us
          if not, it might be lust
          at the tip is anger
          this world is in danger
          so let us save it 
          you must admit
          mother nature needs our help
          can you hear her yelp?
          her crying out to us
          she leaves in us her trust,
          so let us give her a hand
          surely, that is something we can stand.
          
          eli :) let us help our beloved mother out a bit. she deserves it.

hey you, you are precious
          you are loved ❤️

i am going to be working on editing Twisted Love for the next couple of days so it is in the third person instead of the first. so if you see the uploaded chapters on your feed, that is why :) please feel free to reread or begin reading.

hello lovelies, i have published chapter four of I Wanna Hold Your Hand! please read and comment on the chapter. if you have yet to read my story, you can access it under my works. i hope you guys love this chapter! i appreciate and love all of the support you all continue to give me <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/189170496

someone tell me, why is it so difficult to figure out your identity? i am non-binary but for a while, i have been thinking that maybe there is more to it. i have tested this out before, but i think i want to go back to he/they pronouns. i don't know if i am trans because i cannot tell and i keep overthinking everything... i just.. yghuj i want to present more masculine. this is all just me blabbering about, so ignore me

also.. i am in italy right now. venice, italy. spent three days in florence, spending two in venice, and then a week in pisa. i’ve always wanted to come to italy and here i am! i think i want to live in italy one day. it’s just so pretty and culturally immersive. being somewhere foreign is so eye-opening and fascinating. i definitely want to at least visit again <3

‘whoever threw that pencil.. ya moms a hoe.’

you are a dirty little whore, are you not? surely you must be. i saw you dirty dancing on the dance floor the other night. at least i kept my distance, right?

i am not a marvel fanatic but i fully ship steve and bucky. i cannot see steve with anyone else. in my eyes, they are a married couple and no one can change that.

well, i have been twenty-one for four days now and man is it weird. i am officially an adult. i can buy alcohol, which is so odd and i can order alcohol,  which is strange. being a full on adult is so strange. yes, it is another birthday but in the US, it’s a big one. i can practically do anything. anything. i am twenty-one. SO WEIRD.