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normally, I'm the one to text my ex before he does, even though we ask each other, who'll text who first, and I tell him to text me first, he messaged me good morning , yesterday was unfortunately the day we broke up 8 years ago, and we meant to message each other, but we didn't, but besides the good morning he apologized for not calling yesterday. The day before that, when we were talking on call, I asked him, if we we're never forced to break up, would we still be together and he said definitely. I feel bad because when we broke up, we of course didn't talk, but I didn't realize how badly the outcome for him on our breakup would be, he said that many of his family would tease him and ask how is the wife? we were kids while they were asking this and he's gotten mad at them asking, and I asked if we were still together if he would have asked me to marry him, and he said that he would have...i've fallen in love with him once, and i'm falling all over again, while he's never fallen out of love for me, he's waited for me and I feel 

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My ex and i spoke for about nearly five hours on video chat, and if anyone uses the speech-to-text, then they knows its as close to fucking auto correct bullshit as it can get, he has a stutter that I hadn't paid attention before so when he messaged he didn't like me, he meant he did, but speech-to-text and his stutter messed it up. He did sound pretty excited to get back together, thing is, he wants me to talk to my mom and figure things out from there, she doesn't know we're talking again, but he says if we get together again, my mom has to be okay with it, and him, I doubt that'll happen though, my mom being the case, I really do want to rekindle our relationship, him even more than I do, but I have to get through my mom first, I would rather lie to him, but he knows temper and he respects my mother to much, and he and his family would find out one way or another that I lied just to get back with him.

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Not only that, he tells his mom everything, and both our mothers are 'friends' on facebook, so they can easily just message each other, but I don't want to take that risk, so I think we're just going to have to remain friends, because he said 'step one to rekindling our relationship to get back together is to talk to my mom', I don't want to do that, but I love and miss him too much to hurt him and his trust
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Video chatted my ex, and it was safe to say that the convo wasn't at all weird... my sister ended up taking my phone and they began chatting away. Just like he said, its like nothing happened, and we went on like we never stopped talking, glad we can be friends again

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Messaging my ex, he just admitted he never liked me, I expected it, so it didn't hurt as much, with this I can catch myself before making stupid future decisions.
          
          Love is both a death sentence and life sentence, my love for him is a death sentence.

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I accidentally called my ex last night, and freaked out, both because he of course saw it, as its his phone, its on messenger so I saw that he saw it, and because he responded back quickly, it was awkward to say the least, because we texted, and we might text again today, his mom knows I messaged him because I did tell him to tell his family I said hello, but I'm still nervous as its been 18h already
          
          and because it's been nearly 8 years since we broke up, this month on the 12th, its all the more awkward since we're talking to each other before we broke things off, and the conversation was dry, i don't blame the convo being dry, we were both busy

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HELP!!! My ex just messaged me on messenger and he keeps jumping on and off waiting for my reply. I want to message him back, but I'm not allowed to talk to him says my mom. But my mom has been going MIA, and we both have him and his mom on Facebook, if I message back, his mom will tell my mom.
          
          We broke up when we were 12 and now we're 19, and after years of trying to get to me to talk to him, he messaged me now, and his mom
          
          
          
          HE MESSAGED ME AGAIN... The thing is I don't hate him

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Update: so i messaged his mom yesterday and we messaged for a bit, and he has yet to text me again, and I am literally waiting for at least another hi. Am I desperate? I don’t know, I think I just want to know that we can still… I don’t knowi miss him
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We broke up months before I made this account now that I'm calculating it and I really want to talk to him without either of our parents finding out, someone tell me what to do pls
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