Are you going to see the rose in the vase, or the dust on the table?

GREY 59 


One day I'll take pride in who I am and feel the pain less.
Six feet under ground, yeah, but I can go deeper
Always got my heater, raise the temp like I'm fighting off a fever
Sleep with one eye open, always winking at the reaper
Used to get so high, they found me aimlessly floatin' up in the ether