Truthfully, I have been wanting to delete / unpublish all my works here. Writing just doesn't feel fun anymore. I only use fanfictions to vent my feelings when I'm down. But now, even when I'm counting the days until that "someone" vanishes, I still don't feel like writing.
But don't worry. I've decided not to delete my works here. At least not today. I still want to cherish all the comments I've gotten here, especially from my friends. Comments really make my day, you know? It's a writer's butter and bread.
This is such a shameful confession, but I'm not hyperfixating on utaite anymore. I... slowly lose interest in them. I still watch After the Rain from time to time, but I'm not that excited about writing fanfictions of them anymore.
Maybe I will gain my motivation again someday.
Maybe not.
I'm so sorry.
Please wait until I have the will to pick up a pencil again.
This is not a farewell nor a suicide letter so don't worry about me. Your average fanfic writer is just hyperfixating on other things for now.
Until then, bye-bye!! <3