I don't fully know you and I don't understand what's going on, but whatever is happening, I hope you're ok.
I'm really shocked to see messages from 2021, I'm worried, are you ok? You don't have to reply of course haha. Just, give us a sign that you're ok, you're worrying us and no need to apologize, you're probably busy with school/work or don't have enough time to update or respond to us. Stay safe,
From a new fan