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there's still human in me.

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i'm not self-righteous , i'm an aware sinner

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some people hide behind the veil of religion because they have no guts to face the world with their true sins , i needed to say that because i have them in my life
            
            these people go as far as questioning others' morals and strength of their faith just because they've seen them do some wrong things and based on that , they built their whole point of view around that stereotypical image of that person so they go around holding that image as if it was a proof of others' impurity and their self holiness and superiority upon everyone.
            
            there's a saying that i heard which i really love that says: "a polite devil is much more agreeable than a rude saint."
            i'd rather deal with a criminal who respects me rather than a religious person who says that i'm gonna go to hell just because i sinned and they'll go to heaven because they don't.
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violence is key

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aching monster 
            suffocating with blood
            nobody dares to approach
            his refuge is hell
            and that's where he belongs
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let me fall apart
            sink myself in misery
            never find me
            never save me
            i don't deserve to be saved
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ah how i wanna melt between a strong buff man's arms .. holding me carefully as if he's afraid i'd slip away , i rub my head slowly on his chest while running my hands all over his back and he tightens his arms around me , ah ..

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i crave overflowing tenderness , i've been starving my whole life like a beast .. don't ask no questions , just hold me .. get me together , put me at ease , let your arms become my wings to fly in the sky of euphoria , help me stop my bleeding heart by pressing yours upon it , grant my wish to be held without getting hurt by the holder
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