xx_maru

i felt silly so i drew stars over my scars >< (inspo off that one song)

what if i overdose

I FINALLY GOT AN AKITO FOUR STAR AND ITS THE ONE WHERE HES RUFFLING TOYAS HAIR
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL 

i hate eating.

i hate wearing dresses

going to the beach made me realize I have sensory issues I'm crying☠️

I appreciate the drink but tell me why it tastes like stale detergent☠️ (I'm in a hotel rn, ita rlly fancy :0 

Nah tell me why I got 8 hours of sleep (only bc I passed out from burn out) and I STILL fell asleep in English class☠️ it'd the third time this year too I'm tweaking rn

Nah but why did I js realize I'm completely fine and ppl would kill to have my life and I'm just a stupid attention seeker and that fucking selfish 9 year old (myself) I swear I wish I was never born fuck it I hate my life so fucking much I'm done

(This might be tmi) 
          
          Nah why did I remember the fifth grade sex ed talk and me and my friend were like "we already know what periods and shit are" bc she got hers in fourth and mine in fifth-
          
          (the drawings were a bit too detailed its actually fucking insane)