8MelancholicEntity8

HELLOOO!!!
          
          *Gives you 5 candies
          
          HAVE A NICE DAY AND A HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Happy Valentine's day!
          
          *Gives you a hug 
          
          I really love your fanfics ❤️ UwU
          

Hello! Trick or treat? :3

Welp, you guys get to see what happened to Mark and his adventures later on

Holy Shit, I forgot this account existed.
          
          
          
          
          
          Hi.
          

I hate growing up. It fucking sucks.
          

There is a reason I named myself MelancholicEntity. 
          ..........*car screeches over a dam and crashes into the water* 
          
          I can never be happy and I allow myself to suffer because I'm guilted into it. Maybe I'm selfish, I'm not sure.
          
          All I know is that for some reason, every little thing feels heavy and all I try to do to keep happy ends up crashing and burning. 
          
          I can't fall in love like a normal person. I don't feel those fluttery feelings. I'm always on the brink of crying and I'm unsure of a reason as to why. It's like I'm defective. 
           Making friends is hard. Like really hard, no matter what I do. I could give my full attention, recite everything they say, give gifts and think of funny things to say to make the sun shine on their worst day, but all means nothing when I say no. 
          I feel as though everyone else's expectations bear down so hard I might be squashed like a defenseless bug in it's own habitat.
          
          I want to scream out my rage to the masses, but it hurts to raise my voice above an apathetic whisper. It's hidden behind shy smiles and small shrugs to signal indifference. 
          The truth can be so far from that, but as long as you nod and play along...
          
          No one seems to notice...or care. 
          
          Pains of the body are nothing compared to the pains of the mind, are possibly similar. I'm not sure if I ever felt a pain so unbearable...the mind can lie to you. 
          The mind, memories, visions of past event embed at such young years of one's life. This leaves you to question you're own experiences. Bad expereiences, did they happen? Did you imagine it? Nothing so horrible could possibly happen to you, right?
           
          So what do you do. When life and others have warped you into a defective being? Unable of having healthy attachments?
          
          You sit alone, melancholicly ghosting, just like an entity. 
          
          
          
                                           ....even writing a whole bunch of swirling words in your head until it feels clear, despite the blessed moment of peace.... the storm does not end. 
          
          
          Goodnight.

How is everyone? I hope you're having a wonderful day!
          
          This is goodbye for a while. I'm not sure how long. I feel like I need time to myself. It's not just here, it's with real life people too. Things feel to heavy now a days and I think maybe I should just leave everyone alone. I'm usually in the way anyways, and I know I bother people. I feel like it's the best thing, and I apologize if anyone was waiting for more chapters to any stories I've written.
          
          Goodbye for now. 

Hey guys, sorry to say, but bad news. 
          My parents have just told me they've decided to split up. I knew this was coming for a while and I plan on staying with my mom. The problem is that we might not have internet and I might need to find something to do to help out. 
          I'm not letting this get me down. I don't know when we'll be leaving and this may be the last day I write in a while. I'm sorry. I hope to be able to find a way. 
          
          You guys are great, I love reading your comments. I love getting to reply and talk with you. I think of you guys as friends, because I don't really have many in the real world.
          Thank you all for talking to me up until now and I hope to continue.
          
          -Entity

Hey you! I wanted to ask, do you have any other social media, because I wanted to send you a picture I made, but I don't think I can do it in here?