man I'm so tired, I get so sensitive these days and it's killing me man.
yk the feeling of wanting wanting to get a boyfriend but really can't bring yourself to do it because you treasure your work and studies more than a person?
that's really how I feel at the moment. it's been two years since I've actually stepped into a relationship, and this thought of getting a companion is starting to eat me up....man I need to chill, but its really hard to not even brush away the thought.
not to forget that I had way too many bad experiences with my exes that it really traumatised me in a way that I'm hesitant to even befriend people of the opposite gender. pain pain pain
I'm sorry y'all, it's not the best time for me to update rn, but please wait for me :) Studies/Work and Emotions are swallowing my sanity now, but I'll be back, promise.
—leeann