Hi, I know you probably don't even remember me, but if you do, then I've got news, I'll delete all of my stories.
I truly appreciate all the support I got for my stories. But I am a Christian girl, and of course Christianity goes against homosexuality and lust, a theme found in all my stories. I was on the edge of becoming an atheist too. But now I understand his plans and choices, and tbh I'm more than happy to obey him again.
You might think this is ridiculous or that I'm being brainwashed. But I am truly happy to follow Christ and go back to him now. This whole time I've been drowning in anxiety and self hatred. But once I re-accepted Jesus, his love, and his sacrifice into my filthy heart, he had purified it and gave me a new one.
I'm more than happy to be Christian, proud even. And if you disagree then that's your own opinion, if you wanna express it, that's okay. If you wanna debate it, that's okay too. But I won't go back to that lifestyle again. It was a horror movie for me. And not because of religious guilt, but because of what was once "independence from God" is now me being lost in darkness, he was the light.
This doesn't mean I won't write stories anymore. I will continue to express, share, and embrace the gift God gave me. But I will no longer abuse it or use it to satisfy worldly desires. They'll no longer contain any smut or same-sex relationships.
If you feel offended, go touch some grass. It's MY life, and I wanna spend it worshipping the God who loved me so much that he sacrificed his son for me.
I will delete my stories, but I'll write new ones. Ones that glorify God.
I truly love all of you, even if we disagree on certain views. I don't hate you, not even one bit. And I'll pray for you. His love is greater than your sin.
"I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness" ((Jeremiah 31:3))