i look down at my hands.
theres no way it was poisonous right?
i will be fine, i tell myself.
my heart is draining quickly.
but i am fine. just fine. a ohkay.
i ignore the way my heart beats slower.
i ignore everything as the ground swallows-
me up whole.
voices, shouts and cries are heard.
your hands are wrapped around me.
i only ask of one thing.
will you grant it?
or will you leave me here to rot.
walk with me.
you say you will.
i am glad i dont gave to walk alone.
people always told me.
you never walk alone.
but this time, i will.
i will walk alone into the dark. into death.
blood on my hands.
my eyes are getting droopy.
my heart beat is beating slower and slower.
last thing i saw?
your tears ruining your face.
your eyes bloodshot.
you whispering my name.
telling me it was going to be okay.
except.
it wasnt.
you shook and wailed.
as i took my last final breath.
and headed towards the light