_.ChuuyaKuni._

If atsushi ever read the “I love atsushi” fanfic he would most definitely be traumatized. I haven’t read it. But I once saw a TikTok about it and it showed some of the fanfic and it was NASTY like HORRIBLE.

Maybe I should write some shitty fanfics on here just to practice writing…. My writing used to be good when I was very very young but it’s starting to become bland…

Just found two promising chuuya x reader fanfics…. One has a gender neutral reader which I love and the second is literally based on a mitski album. I LOVE MITSKI.

Why I’m doing this? I don’t know. I’m just bored and mentally unwell. And I feel insecure and like all my friends irl hate me… though maybe they don’t hate me. They wouldn’t have stayed around for this long if they hated me. Why am I ranting on watt pad again? I’m not some middle schooler or anything…. I moved onto ao3 years ago…. Love ao3 btw but the bsd fanfics aren’t that bad like I read dazai x Eiffel Tower and it wasn’t that bad it was like something you would see on here… though the powdered sugar donut ranpoe fanfic had more detailed writing in it.

Now begins my hunt to see if I can find some lemons on here that are well written.

I want chuuya nakahara  of me
          
          
          
          Jk, I love him but I’m not super down bad for him.

Bro why did I just remembered how I once read this Yandere Joseph joestar x reader fanfic as a joke I’m pretty sure it was a one shot and now I’m trying to find it but was so weird…. Joseph was like how he was in part 3 and he had you locked away and he LITERALLY DROWNED YOUR CHILD IN A FISH TANK. So the reader gets a hammer and starts hitting their stomach to kill the baby they were pregnant with and then he gets pissed off…. I swear it has been rotting away in the back of my head for years….

Angst fanfics are just so good

Angst <3

My mental health is trash ngl
          But that is okay