I've been spending the last week thinking my life will continue to be like this- sad, broken, and hopeless, but an unexpected push from within me made me start to rebuild myself again. I started to write the poetry that's been sitting inside my head waiting to be written, slowly I started playing the guitar again and for the first time after a while, it was not a sad melody, it was a hopeful one. No matter how slow we moved forward, and how tiny the steps we take, we should be proud of ourselves.