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you asked why I wanted to do this with you. It's not because you were up on the ledge too, even though, Okay that's part of it. It's not because I feel this weird responsibility to keep an eye on you, which is also a part of it. It's because you smiled at me that day in class. A real smile, not the bullshit one I see you give everyone all the time where your eyes are doing one thing and your mouth is doing another. "