ACEThatchy

wow, i totally forgot about my wattpad account. its been so long since ive been here, i feel like a complete idiot because of what i did with my cousins 300 drafts, i really dont know how long that took but for me i just wanna punch myself over and over until i knock some sense into me, im deeply sorry about what i did, im a stupid ass 13 year old thats failing school. anyways, back to me coming back. I made this acc back when i was 11, again, i can barely form a complete sentence, nor make a long wattpad book. I made another scp story and i completly stopped working on it. back to me being a dumbass and accidentally deleting 300 drafts and probably starting my cousins depression. i honestly feel like making a years work of a story and letting her delete it, idk what it is but i feel like theres no way i can pay her back. i went back to her account and saw that she said she was the reason but i feel like i was the problem for some reason, it was something about deleting an email account. she problem felt sad and angry at the same time. Lets just get the convo out and talk again about why im here again. My cousins and i back in 2018 were all in our wattpad phases, all of us had accounts. this was also when i had my peak scp phase, hints the pfp and banner. My cousin made me a nickname, J-Dog. and i remember a 4th grade moment when my teacher had a chat with all the students names on it and i had mine as j-dog. Whenever i "made" wattpad stories i always copy and pasted the words and whenever i pasted it into the box id type for a while and i thought she thought i was actually writing it, i was so happy. I only have 11 works but im pretty sure only 3 were real ones, thats why they were always short. but now its 2021, the world has gone to hell and i got more immature and realized what cringy stuff i did back then, i remember in 2018 me making a youtube account called jdog, and i made roblox toy videos on there and "vlogs". Im running out of words, once again. im sorry.