To all of my followers and readers,
This is an apologetic and a farewell message.
Okay, first of all, I'm very sorry if I stopped writing, disappeared a long time ago, and just appeared right now. I'll lend my reason here: It was three years ago when something happened in my life which forced me to retreat from wattpad. I was really depressed at that time. When I tried to return and write, I couldn't fix myself. I thought I already lost my own passion for writing, and everything I worked was trash. So I stopped and abandoned my own works.
Through those years, I invested myself into a group chat on facebook. I've made a lot of friends, so I was happy (to the point of forgetting my works here). And then, just a few days ago, I had a general cleaning in our house. And I found something I'm not supposed to see.
It was my old manuscript I'd made five years ago. Some were already crumpled and torn apart, but most of the pieces were still fine. I was bored at that time, so I wasted my remaining hours just to reread its contents. I missed my old characters, the romantic and funny scenes, and my noobish writing style. I just laughed at how idiotic I was, and then I just felt a nostalgia.
I know I wanted to return (again) but I can't anymore. I need to fix a lot of stuff. And I don't think I have my former self within me anymore.
So, this is my official farewell.
I'm going to ask wattpad to delete this account permanently after I would retrieve my unpublished works. However, I'm really disappointed at how many efforts I wasted.
Sorry, and advanced goodbye.
