Kinda hurts that I can see that they did not expect me to be this "dive deep and devoting" all my time into acads, as I can clearly understand from their reactions. I still can feel that they think I neglect my duties as someone living in this house even if I completely shot that I'm tires and anxious from all the requirements. Did they really think I am happy go lucky when I stay away during weekdays? So ganun pala ang tingin sakin. Always says "Kilala ko na kayo lahat" pero always misinterprets me and what I am thinking.