Found out why I write so much smut.
Apparently I have this thing called hyper sexuality, where like my sex drive is over powered af and I have a hard time controlling it like fantasies and stuff.
I’m looking into trying to treat it myself (as I’m too embarrassed to bring it up to my parents and I doubt they would believe me) and there are ways to cope.
I hope that I can get over it and just live a normal life-
I’ll keep y’all updated! Bye <3