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Continuation!!! @fairyofchocolate
          
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          8. I hate to witness of someone dying, the feeling of regret? Pain of losing someone and never able to see them again. 
          9. Even with that fear, I am fascinated of becoming a doctor or a soldier one day! But I'm still having second thoughts about it.
          10. Some people pointed out that I'm kinda bipolar... At first I won't believe it.. But the tests proved it :(
          11. I can easily forget happy memories but I can't stop recalling the unpleasant ones.. (Why brain?)
          12. I like the color red, black and white but I also hate it... Black and white are always the themes of my nightmares and Red reminds me of all of the bloodshed, being the red to be the only vibrant color. (Just why?)
          13. I have twisted my ankle, get hit by a Basketball in the head, asthmatic, having sleep depravation, almost shred my skin (for dumb reasons) and almost killed by drowning of my own saliva in my sleep. Seriously? Is Satan always on my side?
          14. But even with this Bullshits and all, I'd still manage to smile and live my life. I just learned to accept all of it and lived with it. Hey! This world can be a huge bitch at times but as for as long as you can, you must never give up!
          
          Hey! If you're suffering like me, don't you dare give up and end your life! There are other people have more issues than me and they're not giving up by suicide. I have thought about those dumb suicide things but I never did it. I always think about my family, friends, anime crushes and all of the good things that I could do in the future. What if I did become a doctor and save lives? Or I did become a soldier and serve my nation? Wouldn't it be disappointing if I would have just end my life at the age of fourteen and never see what my future turn out? Well you would feel nothing BUT regret if you do...
          
          Yey! Finally finished it!!! :)

Hey! Since I was tagged by the amazing author of the best book I have read so far~ Stohess Mount Academy, fairyofchocolate 
          
          I have to do this... Alright then! 
          This is going to have a part 1 and 2
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          Rules
          You have to tell 13-14 things about yourself
          You have to tag 15 people
          You have to write the rules
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          1. I hate going outside, which already explains why I'm not socially interactive with people in person.
          2. I have a lot of cute plushies and stuff toys that my sister collected, but I can't cuddle with it because I'm asthmatic.
          3. I love caffeine drinks! But I'm not allowed to have any :'(
          4. I like art! I draw, paint and it usually relieves my stress out.
          5. I usually have anime crushes like Death the Kid, L lawliet and Levi Ackerman. 
          6. I have been bullied A LOT back in elementary.
          7. Because of number six, I have developed a sleeping disorder called sleep depravation. This is mainly because of my nightmares about those bullies and killings. I have consulted a psychiatrist before and she advised me to used sleeping pills... I don't use it that often since I had discovered that it has bad side effects to my body.
          

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