Dead_Writer

Hey sal..? Do you think you can give me your discord username again turns out my old one got hacked..

Hello and hi to all, I don’t think I’ll be coming back to wattpad. I’ve private all my works cause I don’t think my social anxiety can really have this account open.  I may come back but I might not.. probs gonna be a month or so, sorry for all the broken promises and sorry for not being able to post much.

Another year, another day. I finally got a new laptop, and I have changed my name to Dead_Writer. No, I’m not depressed and it’s not to be edgy. (Okay maybe a little). I am surprised people even read my crappy writing, and to those bookmarking and waiting, I am so sorry. I’m sorry for not writing, but I wish to fix that. Updates on life or books (even if it is oneshots or not) will come every two weeks. 
          
          From-
          A dead writer.

Another reason to not work on my fanfiction. This is lovely, it can be lonely on this site, but it is fine at times. Life can be hard, and sometimes you want to take the other way out, but it will get better. People care about us, about you, and it is sometimes may seem like no one doesn't, but there are people. My ramblings is mostly due to stress, anxiety, and maybe depression (I don't know if I have it, hopefully not), but it's fun to see if someone would reach out and talk to me. Haha, it is so fun to just rant without a clear goal. Therapy is hard, school is hard, life is hard, I just wish to talk to others. I sometimes may be clingy because I don't want to loose anyone. It's not like people care about me if I'm honest, since I am but a normal, uninteresting, person. I can't write good like some of you, I also had an art book but took it down because it just looks childish. 
          I feel like I am a burden, like I don't do good. Maybe I just am like those people who say, 'woe is me, I am so sad, look at how bad my life is.' Why do I write this if no one will read? If no one will come and help? If this does not matter. 
          
           It can be fine I guess, maybe- life always find a way. It is late now, I need rest. But I can't, these thoughts are bad, and I am possibly too.

Back from my little break. Things have gotten better to whoever really cares about my little blog thing. But I will be trying to update the fanfic. But I might be starting another one.

Update:
          Due to personal mental health, I'm taking a break from Wattpad. I feel a bit tired of doing things but I'm not in a horrible spot. I am nervous about a bunch of things and I can't keep feeling this way. As for my fanfic it will be on hold. social media isn't really my thing and if you noticed I deleted my art book. My sleep habits are horrible and so is my thoughts about making this account. School is another factor to this delay of stuff. I hope I didn't make anyone uncomfortable or hurt someone mentally. I don't post personal info for safety reasons. This is goodbye for now, but I hope you have a great day/night.

Alright, progress on my Fanfiction has been very slow. It's getting harder and harder for me to focus on it and since I have barely any motivation on doing it, it will be very slow. And it is also slow because of my personal life and how a bunch of stress I get from school. 
          
                   As I said, it will probably take a while for the next chapter to be out. And to make up for that I will be trying to make art for it. No promises and I am sorry for making this rant.

Ya back yet?

Ten months into saying random stuff until someone responds.

I missed my monthly quote that no one reads so here is this sentence apologizing to no one about me not writing my monthly quote or random idiotic, cringe, sentences that looks like a 7 year old losing hope did it to make themselves feel special. Why am I talking to myself again?