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AJHLing
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Hi everyone, I'm not going to lie. In my last update on here, I promised to update Fallen back in March. Unfortunately, real life happened, and I've no excuse but to explain that things in my own life have gone to utter shit. I will not be going into details on my real-life situation for privacy reasons, but I will explain that I have for close to ten years been battling with depression and anxiety (I was about 15 upon diagonseis), on top of my diagnosis of Autism (then Aspergers) back when I was ten. I have also been going through a multitude of other diagnoses including schizophrenia, bipolar, and - now- borderline personality disorder. And while I have not given up on writing, some of my fanfictions are probably never going to come to an end. The fanfictions in question are Youngblood and Wise and Beautiful Soul. Fallen, another of my fanfictions (and my most popular) has an end in sight. I know how it's going to end, how it's going to play out. Unfortunately, I can't bring myself to actually write it (at least, not anytime soon). It could be months to years before I finish writing the chapters, and I don't want to leave you as my readers stuck in limbo for so long. As such, I'm giving you all two options. 1. Wait until I can get back into writing Fallen (which may be in months to years from now) 2. I write a summary of how the ending events were initially going to play out for Fallen. Not going to lie, the second option is my preference as I believe you all deserve to know the ending I had planned, especially as I am now more invested in original stories in writing. I know in my heart that Fallen will be written to completion, eventually. But I can't promise that it will be anytime soon. And, as I've said, you all deserve better. Thank you all for your patience in these events, and just know that you all play a part in me wanting to actually continue improving my interests and actually live and not go through the motions.