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November 27.. the last month of the fall is coming to an end.. It seems I have a lot to say to you and nothing I can say at the same time. The reason is not because I don't love you, it is just because I still love you..

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It has been a long time since we talked last time. So what can I say.. hello) I've been here with u all these time.. waiting.. look, it's almost November.. I love to go back to times when we used to talk for the first time. It's has been 6years.. and all the memories we collected together.. 
          You know what? I feel happy for you that you reached your goals, that you are living your dream life.. you have got money, job at the most prestigious places, may be you reached everything you wanted. Yet I love that Jason, who had a job in our little town, that Jason who could give his love as if there was nothing else precise than anything. He gave his full heart, as deep and gentle as he could. Exactly, he is my everything. His naive smile and our dreams were everything to keep me alive. I buried him in my soul.
          Sometimes, I talk to you on the road to work or home, when I'm in a crowded place, and when I'm alone. I wish I could talk to you, but I feel it's no longer interests you..

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Today I went to your workplace as you didn't come to the place even after reading my SMS.. but unfortunately, you weren't there.. they told me that you left your work there.. I called you.. and in the final attempt, I heard the voice of a woman. Maybe she was your mom or the voice of your sister in law.. after that, I returned home.. I don't know what exactly was my fault in our last sorrow.. I just said there is nobody to worry about me, and you decide to prove how I was right.

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Evening) it's been long time that I didn't talk to you here.. today I was happy to see you online on tg) like sth inside me whispered your name.. like sth woken up and gave a second birth for hope.. I really missed..