AJMaxx_

I wiped the slate clean (because hello— I'm 21, and a completely different person from when I first started writing, aha).
          	
          	I went through a lot of pseudonyms on this thing. XAutomaticXMachineX, A. E. Mendoza, AJMaxx_, etc. I don't know if anyone even remembers me on here, or if anyone even really cares about all that but from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being here.
          	
          	You helped a kid with A LOT of issues through very confusing times.
          	
          	I'm happier, and my previous works no longer reflect the person I am now— just a painful reminder of who I was before. I've let that girl go and embraced the man I am now. 
          	
          	Sorry for promises I couldn't ever keep because, to be honest, I didn't even really know what I was doing. Plans never coming to fruition, ideas going down the drain— drafts upon drafts that were never published because it never felt good enough to be.
          	
          	I guess I could give it another go, if I really wanted. Not sure if I REALLY will or it's just another one of my childish whims.
          	
          	Anyway, sorry for the little tangent. I just had to see what became of the ol' Watty account. I've deleted the two stories I left up (which were probably a last ditch effort of seeking validation, who knows) and am moving on from them. I'll miss my first few OC's, but I feel like they need to be laid to rest. 
          	
          	I'm almost exclusively on AO3 now, with 'bleucapricxrn' as my pseud. I'll end up posting mostly Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Fallout fanfics at some point because, hey, I'm a bit of a gamer now (would ya look at that? aha). 
          	
          	Again, a big Thank You to those that stuck by my crappy old stories. I owe part of my sanity to all of you, haha.
          	
          	— Jay

AJMaxx_

I'm also on twitter, @BleuCapricxrn. Mostly just my art/art progress. Been working on that ever since I dropped out because school killed my creativity.
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AJMaxx_

I wiped the slate clean (because hello— I'm 21, and a completely different person from when I first started writing, aha).
          
          I went through a lot of pseudonyms on this thing. XAutomaticXMachineX, A. E. Mendoza, AJMaxx_, etc. I don't know if anyone even remembers me on here, or if anyone even really cares about all that but from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being here.
          
          You helped a kid with A LOT of issues through very confusing times.
          
          I'm happier, and my previous works no longer reflect the person I am now— just a painful reminder of who I was before. I've let that girl go and embraced the man I am now. 
          
          Sorry for promises I couldn't ever keep because, to be honest, I didn't even really know what I was doing. Plans never coming to fruition, ideas going down the drain— drafts upon drafts that were never published because it never felt good enough to be.
          
          I guess I could give it another go, if I really wanted. Not sure if I REALLY will or it's just another one of my childish whims.
          
          Anyway, sorry for the little tangent. I just had to see what became of the ol' Watty account. I've deleted the two stories I left up (which were probably a last ditch effort of seeking validation, who knows) and am moving on from them. I'll miss my first few OC's, but I feel like they need to be laid to rest. 
          
          I'm almost exclusively on AO3 now, with 'bleucapricxrn' as my pseud. I'll end up posting mostly Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Fallout fanfics at some point because, hey, I'm a bit of a gamer now (would ya look at that? aha). 
          
          Again, a big Thank You to those that stuck by my crappy old stories. I owe part of my sanity to all of you, haha.
          
          — Jay

AJMaxx_

I'm also on twitter, @BleuCapricxrn. Mostly just my art/art progress. Been working on that ever since I dropped out because school killed my creativity.
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