I recently lost my mom. This one's for her.
Once upon a time
She was someone I knew;
The one who was loyal
When others fell through.
She knew me well
And I knew her too.
When I had questions
She knew what to do.
If I was in pain
She'd make her way home.
And when trouble found me
I'd never be alone.
But everything's broken
Nothing's what I've known
She is just a memory
And now I'm on my own.
I could look forever
But she's the one I can't find.
She's no longer my person
But a place inside my mind.
I used to run to her smiling.
And she'd greet me in kind;
Even when I got older
And tried to leave her behind.
She's trapped in the past
Her body is gone.
There's no future coming,
No bright happy dawn.
Her soul's up and left.
Not sure how I'll go on.
All I have are my memories
Of our yesterday song.
Some days I feel hopeless
Some days I can breathe
There's no sense or road map
When you're left to grieve.
I pray she's safe in heaven
I have to believe
And I still have my memories
Good and bad to retrieve.
So though she's left my sight
In the here and now;
I'll see her again
This is my vow.
A promise I'll never break.