AKillerQueen

A Story of One Painting has just been updated with a very beautiful and sensual chapter. I hope you willing enjoy it. Happy reading!
          	
          	xxAKillerQueen 

TheMJGigi

Sorry to spam you with so many messages but I felt it was the right thing to do to let you know how strongly I feel about MJ and that I do love your work so far

AKillerQueen

Thank you for your messages, really. I truly appreciate the depth of your attitude to Michael and to this story. It’s greatly appreciated. It’s a deeply personal piece for me, so I do hope you will enjoy the rest of it. 
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TheMJGigi

Part 5
          
          He definitely made some bad choices in that relationship and I truly believe, that they still could’ve been married and then probably neither of them would have died at an early age had they stayed together and had they taken care of each other. They were quite the unity when the outsiders didn’t interfere. That’s what I truly believe.
          
          Sorry, but I just had to tell you this. So now I hope that it’s worth resuming with your story which by the way I love very much so far.
           I think that you also know a whole lot about him to be able to write so beautifully and in such depth.
          Please keep on with the great work and don’t disappoint me, please 
          Mary and Michael deserve their happy ending and their happily ever after . 

TheMJGigi

@AKillerQueen Hey you, thank you for taking the time to respond. I also appreciate it very much. You made me curious, can you elaborate why it’s therapeutic and so personal for you? 
            I suspect it’s because you honored and loved MJ so much that his loss is still hard for you as it is for me. But of course it could very likely be so personal that you do not feel comfortable sharing that with a stranger. But I just want to let you know that your approach towards his personality is obviously one that is well researched and truthful to my knowledge 
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AKillerQueen

Thank you for your good words about my work! And yes, this story is deeply personal and even therapeutic for me. Happy to have you come back to reading it and thank you for the response and the feedback.
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TheMJGigi

Part 4
          
          Lucky for us, that we don’t have to grow up in the spotlight and can deal with them on our own and nobody criticizes us in public for that isn’t that right. Who knows what would become of us. Therefore I don’t envy anybody who is in the show business. For the life of me I wouldn’t ever want to put myself in such a position. I’d rather be anonymous and have my family life which I adore. So my heart break every time I read something negative and totally fabricated about him. It really upsets me !
          So I really hope that your story will have a happy ending if only to give him peace in fiction when in real life, he never was able to have that for himself. The only chance he ever had was with Lisa Marie. He once said that she was his one shot at happiness, but she was too young and too influenced by her mother and many other sources as he was with his entourage. Something that she saw that he didn’t want to see and accept , especially since he didn’t want to be controlled or told by a woman what to do and what not, which, in this case was very unfortunate, because I really believe that she loved him to the moon and back and would have done anything for him. Coming from a home, where she saw her father heading straight for his own doom and she didn’t want this to happen to Michael. Michael and Lisa Marie had a very intense but very sad love story and quite honestly it breaks my heart still to this day that he had to die for her to understand, that she shouldn’t have left him. And of course, Michael shouldn’t have been such an idiot to let her go, ever.

AKillerQueen

Totally agree on everything you mentioned on Michael and Lisa’s relationship!
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TheMJGigi

Part 3…
          
          He always believed in the good and people which was a mistake, especially in the business that he was in, a bowl full of sharks. He should’ve been more careful and he shouldn’t have been so trusting, specially with strangers. That ended up ruining his life because it opened up doors for people who only wanted to take advantage of him, like the accusers with those ridiculous and shameful claims. So reading such insulting things about him didn’t sit right with me and I was under the impression that you were like one of those people, you know, one of those, who judged him and crucified him in a way. That’s why I was upset with you. 
          But seems like I was too quick with my judgment on you and I should’ve waited until the story proceeds. But I was so appalled that I stopped altogether and now finally I resumed reading to find out , that I might be wrong. Still that is why I didn’t dare commenting on your story or liking it because I thought you were gonna address that.
          Like I said earlier, I like positive endings, I don’t like negativity or negative energy. I love Michael too much to read stories about him that are not kind to him. I know he was a complicated man with with some issues, but don’t we all have our own Demons that we are trying to fight through our life.

AKillerQueen

I believe that anyone reading my story will agree that nothing in it is insulting to Michael. I am sorry it upset you. But to be honest, I was never going to address anything regarding the topic in the comments. I believe everyone has their opinion and the right to have one, so I respect that! Again, sorry that those thoughts of mine upset you but those are my thoughts and I do not feel sorry for expressing them.
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TheMJGigi

Part 2 of what I want to convey….
          ( and sorry for posting it here, but Wattpad wouldn’t let me do it as a reply to your answer)
          
          I don’t like injustice and I’m an absolute Michael Jackson fan and I know a whole lot about him that I’ve learned about his nature over the years. I never knew him personally, which I totally regret and fearless of a loss, but I know people who did know him on a personal level and looking back on his life, I totally despise those people who took advantage of him, and I hate injustice and the scrutiny he had to go through throughout his life. People judging him, calling him names,  telling him he was weird and making his life a living nightmare later on in his life. He would always say he has rhinoceros skin, but he was very soft underneath that skin and he wouldn’t show people how he really felt, but it did hurt him to some extent,  no matter how strong he pretended to be in the public eye.
          
          He would always put on this show, when he was in public. He created this persona that wasn’t reflecting who he really was. He wanted to be a mystery, he wanted to be the greatest showman and he wanted to become the most successful black man in history, which he succeeded in and show the white dominated show business people that black artist cannot be ignored. He had so many dreams, so many ideas, creatively, and visions of how the world could be a better place. His idea is and will to heal the world had no limits, so it seemed. 

TheMJGigi

Wow, you do remember me. To be honest with you I quit reading a long time ago because I was so upset with the way you described Michael is be having mental problems, I don’t remember what exactly it was but it didn’t sit right with me. And I think you were angry at me because I criticize that and then I quit reading. So when I finally did decide years later to looking into the story again, I realized that I wanted to keep on reading because I had a feeling that it was gonna get better. See,  the thing is I don’t like negativity. 

AKillerQueen

Of course, I do remember you and I’m glad to have you back. I understand, of course, that there are things we don’t want to think about in connection to Michael and his personality. My belief is that he really did have a lot of issues within himself, as a result pf traumatic childhood. And since I want to make my story as realistic as I can, it is imperative to address those problems. I’m sorry of it upset you in any way.
            I don’t remember me being angry with any of your comments. But it’s good to have you back and I hope you will still enjoy the story.
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