✦✧ sᴀᴍᴀᴇʟ ✧★

im honestly questioning whether or not I might have some form of DID. 
          
          Idk
          
          ✧ Sammii ✧

woah 

head banging and now purposely ignoring everyone because im fed up. 
          
          fucking adults i guess 
          
          
          _Fremi

I got strep throat and was honestly dying for these last couple of days
          
          anyways, haven't been on in awhile 
          midterms suck and im honestly about to fail my Digital Skills class
          I'm not doing ts and I've already reached out to my teacher about it
          
          
          _Fremi_

woah 
          its almost new years 
          im so tired 
          
          
          ・ Sammy ・

so–
          uh, I might get surgery and have pins in my hips to help steady the way I walk—
          if not that option, I'll just get leg braces and have to take the short bus to and from school. 
          whatever the option is, i just really don't want to get picked on because of the way I walk. 
          even with the jokes my friends make, it's sometimes starting to make me feel ashamed. 

I should've gone to school today. 
          would've saved me a lot of pain. 
          
          
          

love is such a weird feeling. 
          she confessed to me, said we wanted to wait until we met up to discuss boundaries, and I agreed. 
          she hasn't texted me in three months now, 
          im worried but I don't want to come off as annoying. 
          I hate love. 
          I hate love. 
          I hate love. 
          
          
          ・ Sammy ・

I still feel so attached to my ex. 
          They moved on already, why the hell can't I? 
          I feel sick. 
          
          
          

Are you Sammy? Idk if you were the one I DMed a few years ago venting, but I still remember you <33 Hope things are going good for you ^^