ALLIGAT0R-B0Y

It’s now a blatantly obvious point that nobody in my forced-household wants me around. Makes me wonder why such a temper tantrum was thrown when I tried to live elsewhere.
          
          “What will we do without you!!!!!!!” meanwhile when I’m here I’m ignored, yelled at, mocked, belittled, forced into isolation, when I try to socialize me showing up is literally always called “random.”

15yr old sibling just a handful of minutes ago asked parent why she looked mad, then walks away. Parent says “you don’t know my fucking emotions, god people like you are the worst kinds of people right before serial killers”
          
          First minors can apparently be pedophiles, now they’re as bad as serial killers for asking questions? I can’t wait to fucking leave here in five days

Did my own laundry and made my own dinner yesterday and got yelled at for both things, called selfish etc and that I need to wait for her to do it, yet whenever I don’t I’m also yelled at for being spoiled and “dependent on mommy for everything.” I’ll never be able to fucking be independent living here if doing my own laundry and feeding myself is selfish. Meanwhile when I don’t make myself food I usually get no meals.

Everytime family asks me why I refuse to get on phone or use it during the day, and that it’s powered off during that time, they’re always like “whyyyy is your phone always powered off just use a phone like a normal personnnnnnnnn” because it bothers them that I actually like to talk to people and don’t just stay out of their way doing solely that all day like they want. But then at the end of the day when I finally get on it to do my hour or two hours it’s “omg you’re so brainrottttt!!!!! You just can’t function without itttt!!!!! I’m sick of how spoiledddddd you areeeee”

Finished Noob Civ, peak only downsides are Comet’s random ass recovery and the void level being retained (it should’ve been destroyed entirely. I mean it’s literally an eternal hell)

Playing toys with sibling and she said “there needs to be some guys that oversee the arena like in Joofy” and later on (as a character) “come back to life? That’s not possible, it’s not like how Major5 came back from the void in Joofy.”
          
          Smiled really hard at the Joofy references, my lil fancyman in the longcoat is being talked about :)

Oh my god I TAKE BACK what I said about Noob Civilization, it being generic in the beginning was secretly clickbait. The peak storylining that I missed from Joofy since Hunger Games Civ is BACK.
          
          This morning I went to eat toast and sibling asked to watch Joofy with me???? To my utter shock???? So I ofc said yes and just picked up where I left off from Noob Civ and just thought “might as well” because I’d previously been intending to just not finish it, and it got dark QUICK. The moment the void level came into play everything changed. And turns out, Comet’s alive for now but slowly being infected and will soon be motionless and in agony forever, so that made it even better. Sibling also agrees with me which is nice, she said “I see what you mean about Comet, he’s mean and ugly” and I cheered!!!!! The storyline is getting less and less of a copy of other movies as it goes on, and the void level thing is probably the darkest thing he’s come up with yet. I’ve missed peak Joofy omg I’m going to explode

Dream
          
          Early morning hours of dawn at my real home, in the kitchen area. Details are fleeting but I think I was requesting to go somewhere with grandmother.
          
          JJ and Mikey have an oddly kind kidnapper. Although he keeps them in a cage in a rather barren “red canyon”/desert terrain, he allows them to completely leave the cage and explore, so long as they don’t try to figure things out about escaping. JJ and Mikey climbing one of the rocks while roaming and JJ says “yeah, fuck that guy” in a tone very much unlike him. From outside perspective, this “video” shocks me. I wholeheartedly believe it was a mistake in editing, and that the voice actor said it for fun but forgot to record a line to replace it. I decide to show parent for whatever reason, I put it on the TV and she becomes convinced that Maizen are secretly deceptive YouTubers that try to trick kids into clicking but then expose them to profanity (she genuinely can NOT be talking but whatever). After this revelation I return to my room, so amped up that I can’t even sit and I’m standing on the bed, and write on my Wattpad message board on my Chromebook ranting about this ordeal. The most peculiar thing is that when I woke up just a handful of minutes ago, seven am which is extremely early for me, the lighting in my room was the exact same as it was in the dream. Sun in the exact same position, light coming in through the exact same way and casting all the accurate rays of light. It just shocked me.

Watched a little more of Noob Civilization because of my hyperfixation over Joofy that I can't control and my day was MADE.
          
          "I can't find Comet anywhere.. hey sir, do you have Comet's record?"
          
          "Oh that guy? Yeah he was executed yesterday for not meeting his quota"
          
          FUCKING HIP HIP HOORAY. I GENUINELY STIMMED IN HAPPINESS

EVERYBODY WATCH OUT!!!!!! WATCH OUT!!!!! CAUSE SOMEONE’S OUT TO TUUUURN THIS NIIIIGHT AROUND!!!! TURN THIS NIGHT AROUND!!!!! IS IT YOU???? OR IS IT I???? NOBODY KNOWS!!!!! BONGO SONG!!!! DIDIDIDIEI!!!!!