Gemma

To whom it may concern, 
          
          Why do I keep doing this. Why do I keep updating things on here... there doesn't seem a point to it, no one reads them. But whatever. I will continue for as long as I can, it's a nice way to vent. God do I hate life and the people it brings with it. Why can't I just snap my fingers and make everything okay again. Why can't I just sink a knife into my skin and make all my problems go away. Why can't life be something easy, why does it have to be so difficult.

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          Why is it so hard to keep friends? Tip, they say highschool is the best four years of your life. News flash, It's not. It's the four years where you find out who your real friends are. You have been warned..

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          How can one person impact your life so much even though you thought the events were so insignificant.. riddle me that 

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          Why is food no longer appealing to me... why do i constantly feel ill after eating even my most favourite food... 
          
          It's a mystery that bothers me constantly...

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          Don't take life for granted. It's a fragile precious thing. Even when you feel like ending it all, that's not the right choice. Talk to someone. Get yourself help. People will miss you even if you think they won't. When you talk to someone you trust you will get help. Please, be careful, Please get help when needed. No one should have to life through a life of depression and self loathing. 

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          Why do people even exist, can you answer me that. What is the reason we are all still alive and haven't yet broken off into the sweet oblivion that I'm certain we all crave?

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          Life sucks, why does anyone keep going..?

I'm gonna become one of those super negative people on here but no one reads this anyway so it doesn't matter. I just wanted to say 
          
          Why can't happiness be an actual thing.. why does happiness only last for a second before it's violently ripped away from you and shoved back into the abyss that it came from...

To whom it may concern.. 
          
          It's currently like 1:30 in the morning and I can't sleep so Imma post this to make sure I don't forget. I'm going to be revamping my account, changing things up and making it new, kind of restarting in a way. I'm only doing this because I feel I've let some of y'all down by not answering to your rp's. Now I do have an explanation for this, I have the attention span the size of a 2 year old.. I get bored of things super freaking quick hence the reason why I just disappear off the face of the earth for a while. Don't know why, might have an attention disorder or something.. but whatever the case, I'm going to try harder so not only is this an update for anyone who cares but it's also a reminder for me... anywho, have a good night 

@IEatFruit oof, sorry to hear that, welp at least im on for now, if I disappear again, sorry