ALytle2016

Anybody able to talk?

ALytle2016

I am starting to wish that I actually was dead now...everything  that I have worked so hard for has been taken away from me...everything that I loved has broken me...every relationship has left me broken in the end and now i am lost...and here is the thing...I don't want to be found...not now...not ever. I tried to make my "family" happy but t never works. I have stopped caring all together and my life now means nothing to me. I am done living my life to the fullest and i am done being myself...it only brings me problems and sadness.
          -Nick out

C0vers--

@patheticgirl459 its times like this that u need to be strong. Maybe everything you worked for is working to break you, maybe everything yo care for seems to leave, maybe your lose and dont want to be found. These all seem to be the case by what you say. If you dont want to be found its fine some of the bese things happen in the background you dont have to be anybody to anyone ot right now. Right now you need to find yourself because chanses are your so busy beingnwat everyone else wants you dont know even who you are anymore. Try to find the person you want to be and let people see it a little bit at a time. And you will be found. 
            You might not want to even find yourself, bt find someone who will help you, someone who will help you find yourself. The real person under that mask but dont let them bully you if they do they are not seeing the right person. Find soeone encouraging who makes you feel special and like you are worth something because like it or not those are the people who you need and those people are right about you. You dont need to live your life to the fullest that will happen later first you have find life then live it and the fullest things in life will find you. 
            Hope this helps
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