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I would just to take a moment and let just let my feelings out whenever I make a new book or publish a new one. Whenever I have an idea for a new book to be published or just a thought of a new book, I get really excited. But whenever I publish it and get in a few parts of the story, I start to lose my motivation. I feel I’m not worthy enough to write. I let myself drown into my negative thoughts. My self-esteem goes down and down to the bottom which is hard for me to pick myself up. Which upsets me because I listen to those negative thoughts and quit. And whenever I look into other accounts/writers who are better than me, I think to myself saying “Woah, I wish I can be as good as them.” or “Why can’t I be as good as them?”. What I am trying to say is that it’s hard for me to have motivation for the things I love to do because in the end, I ruin it with my negative thoughts. I don’t know if I’ll publish anything in the future but thank you for reading this.
