"Mine has been a life of much shame, I can't even guess myself what it must be to live the  life of a human being" - Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human

"If I was really a god, then I was the most incompetent god in the world. The most helpless god in the world who knew everything but couldn't explain anything."
- Kim Dokja

Kim Dokja's salvation was cruel. Like rescuing a drowning person with a blade, those saved by him were inflicted with an unhealable wound.
- Jung Heewon about Kim Dokja 

O' to live in ignorance.I can't help but want to be ignorant, but is living in ignorance truly better than being aware?As they say, ignorance is bliss.Eve chose to eat the fruit (apple in some books) shedding her ignorance for knowledge in hopes of becoming a being in likeness to God. Yet, by doing so she was punished (as well as her husband, Adam).Will that happen to us if we continue to look for answers to other worldly questions? Would being knowledge able, being human, (if only we werent so persistently curious to matters that are better not known) be the epitome of sin. As such, I can't help to dislike what I have become.Would humans be so greedy, selfish, and dirty, if they were brought down to the same awareness and or knowledge the average animal has?Everything has a price, to be knowledgeable is to be rid of the veil of ingnorance.

I'm aware I'm immature, sometimes.

FANDOMS:
MDZS (TRYING TO GET THE NOVELS)
BSD
TDCF/HOB (TRYING TO GET THE NOVELS)
SVSSS (TRYING TO GET THE NOVELS)
FNAF 
ONE PIECE
ORV

SHIPS:
SHERLIAM
LAWLU (IM SORRY)
VANOE
SSK
SSKK
WANGXIAN
HUALIAN
JOONGDOK 
IVANTILL
RUSAME HETALIA OR CH (KINDA A JOKE)
AVENTURINE X RATIO
ZHONGCHI
NARUMITSU/EDGEWRIGHT (ACE ATTORNEY)
RENGA SK8
MIKAYUU  (SERAPH OF THE END)

I hate Kim Dokja (ilhsm, it hurts, but he just makes me utterly depressed)
REAL BELIEVER OF CALEISM 🙏🔴